witchychick24

Soulmate Call I search for arms I can get lost in. Where it feels like a dream; where it feels just right. Where it feels like what I felt that nite. That perfect nite. But for it to be with someone genuine, someone true. Someone unlike you. Someone who truly cares and doesn't try to play me for a fool. Someone whose actions speak of love, and his words match the story they tell. Someone I can fall for and he falls for me, too. Someone who won't leave me broken and blue. When will I meet him, when will I find this Man I long for in my heart and in my mind...

So many faces have come and gone. Waves of memories ripple through my mind. Been too long since I saw her face. It seems like she left without a trace. Her going was mostly by my hand. For that I will never forgive myself. Now I'm left with only memories. I hope she is well, I would love to see her And tell her I'm sorry And that my love for her is Embedded within me still. And there it will forever remain.

Music is in my blood, poetry is in my soul. Without them, I wouldn't be as whole. Music can bring out emotion in me, moving me like the waves of the sea. Moving my soul as well as my body. I can hear it echo within me. Calling me to another realm, bringing me into my own world. Music is a gift I have within me.

'The Monster' A nitemare lives inside my head. It tears at my heart as it tries to tear me apart. Desperately I search for answers, desperately I seek serenity within. Wanting conclusion, happiness and to be complete within. It's a never ending cycle thus far, a war I fight and the opponent will not win.

Inspired by heartache hell I've been thru What can you do,what can you say to help me keep the big sadness away? Will you tell me you love me,fill me with lies leave me to wonder what is behind your disguise, Make me happy, make me sad, then happy again until I go mad. Trip me, dazzle me, confuse me, twist me, turn me inside....OUT! No,I don't want that baby. I don't need shit like that anymore. Never did no room for that in my life. and my heart well,it's been there,been there,and done that before.

I miss you,yet I don't wanna say those words to you then push you away. I'm dying for you to hold me, I long for your caress. To kiss your lips then work my way down slowly to your chest. I dont know if you want me, dont know if its real but I know that your kiss is what I want to feel.

Wanting to abolish this anger,this pain. Wanting,needing happiness to remain. This hurt and anger fills my core. In it's path,I feel love no more. Only sorrow,only pain it is where my soul remains.

Words,no matter how beautiful mean nothing if they are dripping with deception.